Om namah shivaya

Its was summer of march. Coincidentally my birthday and shivratri fell on the same day that year. Before that i was a very ardent bhakt of hanuman , my mind dint think about shiva. Then came a fictional book on shiva ..the mehula. I started reading. It did not give me exact information about shiva, but somehow i got attached to him. So i started reading about him and i was awe struck . How can a deity become a mere human for his love (sati) . Not only that he shed tears but he showed that emotion which every girl would dream in a man. He was so prefectly imprefect.. no ...wait how can i judge him the almighty. I'm a god fearing, but in the case shiva i always saw him as friend, guide who responds to me even now. The other day when i was very sad and asked him for answer . He just replied me with....... om namah shivay That is him SHIVA.